yesterday was my bday and my parents got me a cam-er-a!!! yay <333 i have wanted on for a looooong time. so camera + software for camera + adobe photoshop 7 + my picture shooting abilities (ri-ight) = photos vereh vereh soon!
so as soon as the software and adobe are set up on my comp, i will go crazeh!

hopefully, with adobe, i can mess around with my traditional pics as well. i will use my camera and see how they turn out as an alternative to shaded scanning my pics for me >>... thanks shaded <3!

i am in such a good mood too. pathetically, i think it's mainly cuz i havent had to practice at swim lately.... i should tell coach glascow that her excercises are putting me into a slow depression.

so, camera + no swimming = NO BLOCK FOR FLUTEMAN!!!

i'm drawing peecture after peecture, and that'll include photos soon!!

YYAAAAYY!!

YES! i <3 my character [link] !! i've been wanting to make one for a while but was kinda in a block XP but now i feel rejuvinated!!! hi-yah!!! k, that was unnecessary, but still. if you are a fan of guitar hero, or just like the idea of having a guitar hero, make your own! and, it doesn't hafta be human either. yeh... yo feelin meh.

ok, first off, i'm just trying to stay positive about my move, hence "optimism"

second: RATM= Rage Against the Machine, in case you didn't know.

ok, here ees theh quote:
"My gripe is not with lovers of the truth but with truth herself. What succor, what consolation is there in truth, compared to a story? What good is truth, at midnight, in the dark, when the wind is roaring like a bear in the chimney? When lightning strikes shadows on the bedroom wall and the rain taps at the window with its long fingernails? No. When fear and cold make a statue of you in your bed, don't expect hard-boned and fleshless truth to come running to your aid. What you need are the plump comforts of a story. The soothing, rocking safety of a lie."
-Diane Setterfield's charater "Vida Winter" in The Thirteenth Tale

literally, sighing with... i dunno. i'm moving from my current home to a different state... away from everything blahdy blahdy blah.... you know, the whole shibang with enchiladas and a side of sun chips. dunno how i'm gonna get my pics on da then, cuz i dont have a camera or a scanner, shaded scans mine for me.... hopefully i can get a job over the summer and earn enough money to buy one. a scanner sometime would be cool but god knows i dont have that kinda money. hopefully i'll meet some deviants at school next year... i'm gonna stay positive though. new things to capture in drawings and photos (if i ever get that camera) anywho... just thought i'd let you all know... lol, the six people that i know on here anyways!

damnit, ok, my mood is definitely NOT triumph, but da is wackin out on me, so i'll change it when it gets itself together.... my mood is more like....i dunno:
tired, slightly depressed, stressed, annoyed, and about 6.7% excited.

ok, there we go: UNEASY

*PUNCHES AIR WITH EXTREME PUMPED UP ENERGIZED EXCITEMENT*
GIANTS WIN MAN!!!!! I WILL NEVER CHEER FOR THEM AGAIN, BUT GO GIANTS!!!!!!! SO SORRY BRADY, BUT YOU HAVE BEEN DENIED!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! DID YOU FEEL THE ADRENALINE PUMPING??!!?!?! DANG!!!!